well there's so much to stay but i cant decide where to begin. so this post is gonna be SCATTERED just like how it is in my mind. let's just say that i think i did the right thing. i mean if i didnt i would have regretted right? but somehow i dont. contusion overwhelms my mind now. it's like everything's going well yet not. frustrating. i guess i should just live life the way it watns to be lived i guess. i cant change anything can i? oh well.

OKAY.Gen meeting today! :) it'll be nice seeing all of them after one week of school :)

I NEED MOTIVATION!
i know i gotta start mugging for O's but somehow i just cant. it's like there's this barrier but i NEED to break through. i don't wanna regret. so any good motivators out there?! HELP ME PLEEEEASE!

i need to go for facial soon! Callista! so sorry, i really wanted to go on monday:( i'll see if i can borrow from my mum first kay! teehee. i really need to do something about my face. it's like bleah.

Danny's wedding next Saturday! will most probably miss Gen if there is. -sobs- but i'm helping at the reception so no choice i guess.somehow i'm always the 'receptionist' at De Costa weddings. haha. but it's fun. especially doing it with cousins! the headache now is WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR?!

okay.i shall stop my rambling here.
till tmr, or maybe later.


Daddy God, please cure everyone who has the irritating H1N1.
heal all the sick, feed all the hungry, shelter all the homeless.
Daddy, you're the only one who can do this.

17 NOV!
If you JUDGE people,
you will not have time to LOVE them.